http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/ bevinashling - LiveJournal.com Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:18:27 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com bevinashling 2274229 personal http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/859.html Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:18:27 GMT http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/859.html I came to many realizations today about myself and how i let the atmosphere around me control who i am. Every since i was a little girl i knew that i wasn't meant to be here. I've always wanted to be somewhere else and i finally figured out why. Its funny how life can make you realize things you have been searching for a long time.<br /><br />Enough about my breakthrough. This weekend was a blast with the college gang. I think that this past Saturday was the first time in a very long time that i just let go and didn't care about the outcome of my actions. It felt pretty damn good too. Its nice to live a little once in a while. I love my friends here, especially Adrienne. She saw me through a lot of tough things and i owe her so much for that. I love her with all my heart. http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/859.html "This Love" Maroon 5 "This Love" Maroon 5 crazy public 0 http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/721.html Tue, 09 Mar 2004 00:54:17 GMT http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/721.html Let me tell you that if someone were to invest in making a movie about my life, they would make millions. The director could only be one man, Steve King. Yes, this would definetly be a horror flick. Filled with crazy misfortunes and lives diminishing in front of the eyes. My life thus far has been a series of bad happenings. Sometimes i almost feel like i'm playing the lead in one of those Final Destinations flicks too. Its like, WHATS NEXT? This is not story for sissy's either, its not about how my dog died or anything like that, this is some serious misfortune. What a day!!! http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/721.html public 0 http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/308.html Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:28:05 GMT http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/308.html Today, like everyother day is a new chance to do things as you wish you would have the day before. I myself have come to the conclusion that changing the past is not an option. The only option is to surge forward and take the risks you have always dreamed of taking. God would not lead any one of his children into a direction which they could not endure. Let him lead you where you need to go, where you were meant to be and everything else will fall into place. <br /><br />Maireann croi e'adrom i bfhad!!!<br />A light heart lives longest. http://bevinashling.livejournal.com/308.html public 1